MASK

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There are always left-behind poop bags on the shore. And while I am here, there is a lot of recent talk about the toilet plume. Consider that anything you can smell is the result of molecules of rose petals or vomit or yeast or alcohol or whatever inside your nose. That’s the only way you can smell it—it’s inside your nose.

All persons in my county must be masked when visiting any indoor public space, beginning 1 July 2020. The county itself requested this. As a friend said to me on the phone: we’re a tourist economy and people come here from everywhere. We need some protection.

from NPR “Masks And The Outdoor Exerciser: Advice For Runners, Bikers, Walkers, Hikers”:

When outdoors: “experts I spoke to all said wearing a mask is a good thing. Now you probably don’t think you have the coronavirus if you feel good enough to exercise. But some people are asymptomatic – they never show symptoms – or presymptomatic – sick but not yet feeling it. Continue reading

GENTLE RAIN

 

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The rain has come and gone and come again—sending torrents, sprinkles, showers, mists, and what my grandmother called “pitchforks and hammer handles.”

My feet are still up instead of walking for a couple more days, Jeanie Tomalek’s painting has been lost by the UPS since 19 May, the Russian doll and the CD from Estonia are still somewhere between there and here even though the Atlantic is not so big as the Pacific Ocean, Butterfly Fontanelle has been submitted for the third time (did I already mention that?), the left side of my jaw remains tender (I may never chew on that side or anything crunchy ever again), my son helped me download software that removed the (thirty-eight!) malware things on my computer, I have been revising work for a collection of slightly-to-seriously non-realist stories in order to submit (to someplace), and I am laying out yarn for a “Strawberry” warp. I might not have all the colors I want for the weaving, but I tell myself that sometimes forging ahead with what I have works out best. In between writing paragraphs, I move skeins around. Continue reading

SPROUTS

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At the base of Hug Point, above, there is a roadway cut into the stone. You can see it, the cliff drops straight down to a short level place and then a little hump just to the left. That is how my great grand aunts, my grandparents, and my mother and her sister got to the beach from 1911 until the mid-1930s. They drove over a rough roadway cut into stone.

My tomato seedlings are growing their second set of true leaves, a sprouted mango pit needs to be put into soil, and the other night I dreamt about a former student, the only student I’ve ever had who I would still have said I disliked. Continue reading

BEAUTY

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The students in the high school where I taught are taking classes remotely. It seems like most people are doing things remotely these days, attending poetry readings, visiting with family, working. Some businesses have already announced permanent changes. They are closing, or intend to allow employees to continue working at a distance if they prefer. After confessing I had purchased a work of art I really cannot afford, I almost made my first sale accidentally and remotely just the other day. That was heartening.

Accepting that beauty matters is an act of faith and hope. The expectation that a moment’s grace, a moment of noticing, a few seconds of admiration and appreciation are worth something. Maybe they are worth nearly everything. Continue reading

TWO EAGLES

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There are eagles in the sky most days. All that beauty in the air.

I pulled out my weaving: merino baby blankets, shawls, and lap-robes out of the tansu chest and stacked them up in a chair. Twenty-three—I turned the photo sideways so they would fit my screen. More than half these soft things have been woven since we began our personal lockdown on 10 March. I have a new warp on the loom now and I began weaving the second shawl yesterday just before 8pm. I mean to stop at 4, and then I go back and work some more, and then I think 7pm is a long day when I’ve been awake since before dawn. But I wanted to see how the hands-spun I have been hoarding for a few years would work on this warp, and it’s lovely, subtle and tweedy. There will be twenty-six weavings by the end of next week. And then I will start winding skeins for another warp. Continue reading

BIRDS BIRDS BIRDS

fullsizeoutput_1208By the time my watch alarm went off at 6:30, we were already on the beach. Not much luck with glass today, but two dozen whimbrels. (Gary counted fifty-one gathered the evening before in front of our house.) They moved out of our way as if we were just another harmless animal. And that is what we are. Gary will tease seagulls by calling “Kitty kitty kitty” but we are both careful not to disturb the whimbrels. They were not here when we first moved to the coast in 1979. They had been here, of course, but many of the birds we treasure each day had mostly vanished and have begun reappearing in the decades we have walked the shore.

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one whimbrel and part of the large flock of very fat sandpipers.

Yesterday we saw a large flock of Western sandpipers and were hailed on twice during our morning walk! When I was a runner, I was always too hot and I enjoyed cool, damp days. But even then I drew a line at hail. Yesterday we came home soaked but the little hailstones did us no harm. The sun burned off all the clouds before we’d fully warmed back up in the house.

The rest of the day was all blue skies and tourists. Today there are high clouds but no sign so far of rain. If the beach remains empty, we might even get our second walk.

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Three “Marigold” shawls

I also finished the “Marigold” warp yesterday, washed and hung the three shawls to dry. This morning I folded them and put them in the cedar chest. Each one has gorgeous hand-painted handspun yarn in the weft, which I should steam press to flatten, but I tolerate a bit of ripple. I meant to make a mostly black-and-white Indian black print quilt next, but what I really want to do is put the next warp on. I have yarn for green or brown, but I am waiting for more Koigu. I might try for another peacock warp.

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Gary rebuilding the bottom ten feet of our path, washed out last night.

The high tide wiped out the bottom ten feet of our path, but Gary has already rebuilt it. We (or really I) used to build the path the end of March each year. Sometimes it would wash out entirely and I’d have to start over. This one is wide and softened with sand Gary hauled from the beach.

assignment #4 revision: Idyll

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This is the first couple of inches of the third shawl on the “Carnival” warp. I completed more than ten inches before the sun went down. I might get all three off the loom tomorrow, surely by Saturday. We went out to collect the mail yesterday, so I might begin another pair of socks.

Hello. Before the revision strategy, a confession. I have been in a bit of a muddle lately. I “turned off” the news two days ago—tossed the email updates unread, and stopped checking news sources online or Johns Hopkins statistics. I think it did me some good to take a break. For example, I noticed I’d miss-numbered the assignments and fixed that. I slept better last night.

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CARNIVAL

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My third day working on the “Carnival” warp with just ten inches woven. (I discovered that the acid green I’d hoped to use was from a very old first dyelot of the color and the yarn itself thicker than the others. I finished off a very old blue skein like that in the recent blue warp.) Twenty or more inches today, I hope, and I will bake bread. We had salad last night for dinner! Such a relief after no fresh greens for a week. Salads for the next couple of weeks, and I have leeks to make leek soup, potatoes to go into the soup or for oven fries, cheese!, green beans I will roast tomorrow. Potato chips are a treat.  Continue reading

SPRINGING

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Gary and I used to run up this hill. I’ll call it a 30° angle, but I’m just tossing out a number. It felt like pretty much straight up.  (At top you can see the concrete barriers blocking the parking lot.)

We went for a long walk the other day—two miles from home and then back with another mile or so of up and down shore to hunt for agates and sea glass. I finished the pair of socks I’ve been knitting and washed and blocked them. I should have baked bread but we got by with the last slices. The moon really was lemon that night. Continue reading

SUCCESS

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“A successful shelter in place means nothing happens.”

This Chicago doctor spoke the words of reassurance I’ve been waiting for. If that link doesn’t give you the story and video, try this one. You might feel better. I do.

In the mean time, I am following good advice. We have time to accomplish goals.  Continue reading