BEAUTY IS TRUTH

I was writing a card to Bette and realized that most things do not matter… the passage of time, the work I still miss doing, the “accomplishments” I would like to detail—none of that really matters. What matters is beauty and people. People and beauty.

So here is beauty that I have seen in the past year.

January
February
March
April
May
June
July
August
September
October
November
December, Portland in sunrise

I could have chosen photos of eagles or of highways or flowers. I could have chosen photos entirely of the people I love. I could have chosen other landscapes or birds. These images were chosen because they are what I have looked at early in the morning and thought: beautiful!

Thank you, John Keats. We only remember this stuff because it matters.

Ode on a Grecian Urn  (1809)
by John Keats

Thou still unravish'd bride of quietness,
       Thou foster-child of silence and slow time,
Sylvan historian, who canst thus express
       A flowery tale more sweetly than our rhyme:
What leaf-fring'd legend haunts about thy shape
       Of deities or mortals, or of both,
               In Tempe or the dales of Arcady?
       What men or gods are these? What maidens loth?
What mad pursuit? What struggle to escape?
               What pipes and timbrels? What wild ecstasy?

Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard
       Are sweeter; therefore, ye soft pipes, play on;
Not to the sensual ear, but, more endear'd,
       Pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone:
Fair youth, beneath the trees, thou canst not leave
       Thy song, nor ever can those trees be bare;
               Bold Lover, never, never canst thou kiss,
Though winning near the goal yet, do not grieve;
       She cannot fade, though thou hast not thy bliss,
               For ever wilt thou love, and she be fair!

Ah, happy, happy boughs! that cannot shed
         Your leaves, nor ever bid the Spring adieu;
And, happy melodist, unwearied,
         For ever piping songs for ever new;
More happy love! more happy, happy love!
         For ever warm and still to be enjoy'd,
                For ever panting, and for ever young;
All breathing human passion far above,
         That leaves a heart high-sorrowful and cloy'd,
                A burning forehead, and a parching tongue.

Who are these coming to the sacrifice?
         To what green altar, O mysterious priest,
Lead'st thou that heifer lowing at the skies,
         And all her silken flanks with garlands drest?
What little town by river or sea shore,
         Or mountain-built with peaceful citadel,
                Is emptied of this folk, this pious morn?
And, little town, thy streets for evermore
         Will silent be; and not a soul to tell
                Why thou art desolate, can e'er return.

O Attic shape! Fair attitude! with brede
         Of marble men and maidens overwrought,
With forest branches and the trodden weed;
         Thou, silent form, dost tease us out of thought
As doth eternity: Cold Pastoral!
         When old age shall this generation waste,
                Thou shalt remain, in midst of other woe
Than ours, a friend to man, to whom thou say'st,
         "Beauty is truth, truth beauty,—that is all
                Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know."

The truth isn’t always beauty, but the hunger for it is.

—Nadine Gordimer

I don’t know if any of this is true—that beauty is truth or that an urn can speak to any truth—but it is beautiful. And we do hunger for both beauty and truth.

May your day be beautiful… a blessing on your house.

West back to the beach—snow all the way except for this brief clearing in the sky.

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE

The bottled message was dropped the day before about 15 miles north by a couple celebrating their anniversary. The cork had been pushed through, and the neck was plugged with a foiled candy wrapper. We’re sure they would have loved to hear about the finding after a month and from another state, but it made our day!

There was fog this morning, lovely fog and a bit of wind during my run. Yes, I ran. I am running a bit faster than ten minutes miles. My old easy “light run” pace was nine-minute miles, and that might be what muscle memory is giving me now. I thought my knee might be giving me trouble again, but it didn’t. Sore, but not impeded.

It’s been a crazy week, crazy for a number of reasons I will not try to explain. Gorgeous skies. Pelicans fishing right in front of us. Sand sweeping in. And struggling to find out information. Is it because I am old or because I am a fanatical researcher that I sometimes know more about other people’s jobs than they do? It’s been happening for years. Does that happen to anyone else?

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SEEING PEOPLE

Gary is downstairs talking to our friend Jim. They are discussing the elevated consciousness of a character in Moby Dick. It’s been a long time since I read that novel and I did not love it.

I have left them alone to figure out their meal. There is good homemade chili in the fridge, sourdough bread, cheeses, sauced rice, and fixings for all sorts of food. I will make waffles for breakfast before Jim leaves us and we head off to return samples to Portland.

The second batch of rhubarb cordial is bigger than the two bottles gleaned from the first batch. Homegrown rhubarb, Icelandic vodka, and barely enough sugar. It is meant to be tart. The last bottle from this batch (at left) was squeezed out of the strained rhubarb, is cloudier, and might be sweeter and less high in alcohol. I am not a drinker of hard liquor, but I will taste this, served over ice and probably with sparkling water too. They are to be gifted.
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Just in case

A fine mess

Yeah, this isn’t working for me. I will apologize now for sending two posts in one day. I wish WordPress would not change things. I realize they are trying to make the site more flexible and attractive, but mostly I just want simple. Having to relearn how to do things, even when desirable features are added, is not helpful. Maybe the problem is my operating system (it doesn’t like Macs?) or my browser (Safari), but failing to work properly with whatever the user has chosen is not helpful. So the dark box is somehow related to adding photos. Why?

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WEAVING WEATHER

This is what’s on my loom just now: the third 94″ length for a blanket! It shifts pattern from long block to narrow and in the middle from dark coral to purple. What you cannot see in this photo is how it went from the warm colors in the lower part of the photo to what I am currently weaving. Magic!

I promise to post a photo of the blanket when the three lengths are finished and seamed.

My studio degrees are in ceramics and metal. I exhibited while still an undergrad and completed commissions. But after I graduated I never really went back to clay or gold. Instead, I went for fabric.

Important influences include Kaffe Fassett’s Glorious Color, Randall Darwall’s breathtaking silk weaving, and my grandfather’s wife Genevieve and my friend Toni who gave me looms.

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NO GOOD DEED

Until last March, Gary and I picked up trash during our daily walks. In 2018 and 2019 we gathered about a ton of garbage, mostly tiny pieces or broken plastic and bottle caps, but also entire bottles, fishing tackle, toothbrushes, take-out containers, candy wrappers, toys, commercial and sport fishing gear, lengths of plastic rope a few inches or many yards long, and as you might guess from the photo below, polystyrene foam. We both seem to collect.

Yeah, he’s wet.
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MORE, PLEASE

I laid different shawls/scarves out on the bed yesterday afternoon, and then another row on the cedar chest (above), but already the light was too dim in this north and east facing bedroom. Ten stretch out full length over the bed, and another eight are folded at the foot. The photos are from this morning. Still not much light, but I’ve made no attempt to “correct” anything as the colors look accurate on my screen. (The greens suffered a bit.)

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THE COVID WEAVING

I planned to have a dozen shawls/scarves woven by this past December. But stuck at home, I began weaving and sometimes went on from dawn to darkness. The results are lovely, soft, and variously hued. Not to mention numerous.

Here are a few. They are each about 23″ wide, 65-75″ long plus fringe, and after weaving and fringing, they are washed in cold water with shampoo, hung to dry overnight without blocking, and then labels sewn on. Others like them are owned and worn by both men and women.

Four shawls/scarves from four warps. Each is labeled and tagged.
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QUILTED PANDEMIC

My work is meant to be handled and used. To that end, I do not make wall hangings or “art” pictures. My shawls belong on shoulders and my quilts belong on beds. I completed or pieced seven quilts in 2020. The five quilts below are all sewn from hand-dyed cotton batik fabrics, usually 60-100 different fabrics in each, shading dark to light and one hue into another. The photos are the best I can manage in such tiny form.

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