List of posts

  • AUTUMN

    AUTUMN

    We are a couple of hours into the new season. Each of us woke this morning and thought: “We need a fire.” Friends were just here for the tail of summer, but each fall there is a morning when the cool damp weights our chest and abruptly makes us want a fire in the wood…

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  • PEACE

    PEACE

    When you hate them back, they win.

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  • WHEN I WAS A KID

    WHEN I WAS A KID

    Be aware, I’m going to write about firearms. It’s going to take a while, but I’ll get to it. A tax code revision allows some teachers to deduct some [more] of their school supply purchases. In response, an engineer announced: “When I was a kid, we were responsible for our own school supplies and if…

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  • WALKING

    WALKING

    Through June, July, and August, we missed our early morning walks, but this week, we’re back. I meant to write about distance today—how far, how fast, where we arrived. Instead, mostly what we found.

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  • INSTEAD, A NEIGHBORHOOD

    INSTEAD, A NEIGHBORHOOD

    I walked more than three miles yesterday and I wasn’t even sore when I got home. Miraculous! Gary and I went north to our “Turnaround Rock” a mile and half, up and down the beach, backtracking and noting how high the sand is. It was the furthest we’d walked since April. We met two local…

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  • WRITING-ADJACENT

    WRITING-ADJACENT

    I was reading a personal essay by a writer with her debut about to drop. She’d always dreamed of a purely literary life as a college professor, perhaps, who wrote in the evenings and weekends, during the breaks between terms. It was the lifestyle she thought she wanted. Instead, she had worked during recent years…

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  • MAGICAL THINKING, pt. 2

    MAGICAL THINKING, pt. 2

    I had an idea of where I was going when I started Part 1, but that got lost. The most magical thing I do is writing—making a reality that hadn’t existed before I created it. I think it through. I trust the process to yield.

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  • MAGICAL THINKING, pt. 1

    MAGICAL THINKING, pt. 1

    Over the years I’ve experienced many unbelievable things. People have said things to me that were so shocking, I didn’t know how to respond. Then I did. I’ve given up all hope. Surprise! Things fall into place.

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  • CATCHING UP

    CATCHING UP

    A lot. My injured foot is still a problem. No publisher for my novel. We’ve canceled an anniversary vacation. A neighbor is not doing well. And I am assured by a former student that, “There is hope in this world, ya know. And it’s okay to get depressed; it just means you’re paying attention. And…

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  • TESTING TESTING

    TESTING TESTING

    Jakey Lebwohl, Emma Park, and Zach Rausch on the Substack* After Babel published a meticulous documentation of an education system that is failing too many students. All students had been improving in pretty much every area, and then about 2010, that improvement mostly stopped. The drop in skills such as reading and math is particularly…

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