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  • ‘Can We Talk About Race?’

    I remember when I first understood that “Negro” had gone the way of “colored.” In the late 60s, I walked home from school and explained this to my mother: “Don’t say that word, ‘Negro’. Say ‘black’,” and because we were that kind of family, Mom and I discussed respect for a long time. Years later…

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  • COLD COFFEE

    COLD COFFEE

    My mother would wander about the house looking for her coffee cup. Maybe she left it on the counter or the coffee table, beside the telephone or on the mantel in the living room. It might be on the picnic table in the back yard from when she went out to check on something.  It…

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  • A BLESSING FROM BOOKS

    I buy books. My husband buys books. We have, on occasion, vowed to stop, but we do not stop. We buy more books. Purchasing books is no cheaper than smoking or drug use, but this habit will not kill either of us. We buy books. We buy books from second-hand vendors and the local stores…

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  • PURPLE

    PURPLE

    My favorite pair of gloves are purple. They are not quite dark enough because I want the shade to conceal stains. I want it to work, but I also prefer the shadows. My walls are painted pale tints of plummy gray, but what draws me to purple is the darkness. Purple has a royal association…

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  • READING MEN

    READING MEN

    So now it’s Junot Díaz accused of abusive behaviors toward women.* I wish I could say I was surprised. Karina Maria Cabrera wrestled with how to respond to the news, with how to reconcile her own ugly experience with Diaz and her indoctrinated impulse to make excuses for him, and to resent the accuser who called him out.…

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  • ‘The Things I’ve Lost’ from Brevity

    Brevity 22  The Things I’ve Lost by Brian Arundel Fleece hat and gloves: in the backseat of a Boston cab in 2002, before driving back to Maine. Round, purple sunglasses: in an Atlanta pool hall over drinks with Ashby, whose wife was determined to save their marriage by having a baby. A measurable dose of…

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  • PASSPORTS + FIELD TRIALS

      We went to Canada last month for two nights. It was a lovely time, made lovelier, I suspect, because we took no photos and accomplished nothing but rest of the best sort: we ate well, walked, napped, and read. The point was to use our passports, that were a week or two shy of…

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  • THRASHED

    THRASHED

    I thrashed the kitchen the other day and Gary had to clean it. It’s what he does most days. It had been hard that day. His brother called to complain and then hung up on him. This brother doesn’t like Oregon’s Governor Brown and believes Hitler went to Brazil, and worries that Gary is “leftwing.”…

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  • COLOR BLIND

    COLOR BLIND

    The online test was supposed to diagnose my ability to see colors. I stared at the screen and searched for the number hidden in a forest of little circles. I passed that one. I am not color blind. Then, a few days ago I took one that was supposed to identify a minority of humans…

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  • PUBLIC COMMENT

    PUBLIC COMMENT

      We found a 10-day-old parking ticket from Portland the other day. Often the plastic trash we find has baby barnacles. It’s been out in the water a long time before we collect it. It’s not the only thing and west is not the only direction. We get our water from the Coast Range. “Here’s…

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